Insanity is the norm in B-School.I sometimes wonder how it would be sans the confusion that prevails in this place .It was a welcome respite to find a saner schedule in this Term.I think its like the proverbial lull before the storm with placements round the corner.Nevertheless,unlike previous terms I wasn't saddled with commitments & that gave me the much needed solitude.After grappling with the thoughts of love & hatred for past few months I finally thought to pen this memoriam in fond memory of her & probably share those hitherto hidden facets of my personal life.
She brought an air of freshness into my other wise mundane life.The finer details are immaterial.She called our meeting a destiny,I differed.In my wildest of dreams,i had never thought that we were made for each other.I always felt we both were from different worlds & we were diametrically opposite in certain aspects & unexpectedly very similar in some aspects.In those days,I used to be surprised by her unflinching faith on destiny & I still vividly remember our first meeting.Soon,we began to meet regularly for we loved each other's company.Our rendezvous used to be well planned & we liked each other's personality immensely.We used to talk for hours together.There have been instances when the waiter in the coffee shop actually told us it was time for the shop to close!We had become quite close to each other sharing every joy & sorrow of our life with each other.The cupid struck finally & i popped the question.Actually i had been thinking about it for a long time,but again i never expected her to say yes.In a way,she was very important to me as a friend & I didn't want to hurt her & impair our friendship in the process.To my utter surprise she said yes & I was stunned to hear from her own mouth that she was crazy about me.I relished every moment spent with her.The wonderful sojourns to picturesque locales of the city,getting wet in the rains of September,all those chilly evenings in the roads of Bhubaneswar,the long drives,those mystical visits to Temples,Those discreet meetings behind the Guest House,those long Duration calls & Sweet SMS'es,Shopping sprees & last but not the least the numerous visits to restaurants of all types & sizes.I relish all those moments.Life was beautiful,Thanks to you."
After four beautiful years,she left in search of life ,a family & a better future.She had called once to tell me she would always love me & I was special to her .Not being the type of men who understand complexities of life,I still haven't figured out what she meant by those words.I miss her more often than not,but probably that is the way it had to culminate.May be i can take solace from the fact that most great relationships culminated in a similar fashion!